There are certain things that I must do. I know they lead to my goals and aspirations. Yet, I see myself choosing things that are more pleasurable and fun. Short-term pleasure, relief from pain, and distraction often win over things that matter.
This is one of the reasons for one step forward and two backwards. This is the way I see myself spinning my wheels.
Some people need more than one lesson on the same topic, and I am sure I am one of them!
I should keep marching and never stop, however.